Darkest befor the Dawn

Time is flying by and I see others aging, youth graying, and together fraying. I look to see myself in me and try to be a perfect me. If only she who would look at me would not see the he who was, but the me who can be. Look at us together is a must and true to thee indeed I’ll be. When time has flown our seeds sown, we may be grayed, our bodies aged, we shall remain unfrayed, and be the perfect we could be.   

What is the price to be free? What in the end will it cost? I believe that the cost of freedom is our lives,  but not our deaths. Death maybe a cost of living a free life, but the true cost of freedom is living free, then again that is the gift of freedom. In order to live free we must not prostitute our selves to sin and slothfulness. The cost of freedom is the continual effort to better our selves, our community, and our country. The price of not paying the cost is loss of freedom. It is our duty to pay the cost of freedom to retain the gifts that it brings. The continual degradation of American society has caused the price of freedom to not be payed, and thus the gifts of freedom are beginning to slip away.        

You said that mountains too high,
You said that oceans too wide
I’ve heard all new beginings
started with an end
Watch this journey I take,
turn into something I make
Please watch closely,
you may not see this again

Cause I, know I,
I was born to be this way
Everyday I try and I’ll do
everything that it takes
to become the one
what I’ve always wanted to be
Watch right now
and you will see the champion in me
The champion in me

When the others cower,
I’m in my finest hour
We are champions created by design
While I remember falling,
I hear these dreams keep calling
I work so hard, so long,
I’ll take it what is mine

Cause I, know I,
I was born to be this way
Everyday I try and I’ll do
everything that it takes
to become the one
what I’ve always wanted to be
Watch right now
and you will see the champion in me
The champion in me
Champion, champion in me,
champion, champion

Cause I, know I,
I was born to be this way
Everyday I try and I’ll do
everything that it takes
to become the one
what I’ve always wanted to be
Watch right now
and you will see the champion in me
The champion in me

I will never back down from a good … fight
I will find my way through the darkest night
And I will never feel wrong for doing what’s right
I will stand by you

I will never run from what I believe
I am stronger still when I’m on my knees
Now I am ready as I’ll ever be
I will stand by you

Now I can’t carry the world on my shoulders
This I know it’s true
But if you need me I will be there
Just know that I will stand by you

Now the walls fall down and I will shelter you
When the seas rise up I will rise up too
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And no matter what happens I know what do
I will stand by you

Now I can’t carry the world on my shoulders
This I know it’s true
But if you need me I will be there
Just know that I will stand by you

I will … that’s a shake of oath
I’ll be there … break a bone
You can count on me

I will never back down from a good … fight
I will find my way through the darkest night
And I will never feel wrong for doing what’s right

I will stand by you X 3

Life is short but it can be too long alone all roads lead where God and our hearts searching for love lead us. Our hearts are the most powerful control muscle in our body causing us to do irrational things. Our heart can sway every notion of sanity from our mind and refute even the soundest logic. Our hearts are also the most tender easy injured with pain that few can see. A pained heart will hide within walls of false emotion. The pain is not just a pain for the person but also for the persons seeking that soul. And the road will lead down a rout that will chisel away the walls and expose the true beauty hidden with in them.        

” Go go go don’t quit this is your time now right here YOU can’t fail if you wont stop this is the moment this is your moment are you going to take it???? TAKE IT take it don’t stop at mediocrity don’t tremble at the threshold of greatness take it absorb it who you are is waiting will you become who you where always meant to be or will you cower in comfort or will you rise in adversity THIS IS TO ALL GENERATIONS RISE UP NOW IS THE TIME ARISE AND FULL FILL WHO YOU WHERE MEANT TO BE GO GET SOME !!!!!!!!!!! GO GET SOME CHURCH ALIVE !!!!!!!!!! GO GET SOME DON’T BE AFRAID NOW IS YOU TIME GO TAKE IT !!!!!!!!         

I think a bad day is like a cut. When you get it it hurts as it heals it itches and for a while there will be a mark.

Why is it that when ever you do good things people criticize you, but when you do bad things they excuse you?  Why is it that every choice you make people think should be put to a vote? Why is it that you can have you own life it must be approved by the masses? Why can life be choice driven except when you disagree with some one? How can you be right doing some thing one time and do the same the next and be wrong? How is it that when you finally get where you are going people try to pull you back where you were? Why is it that when the rope is the shortest people pull the chair out from under you? How is it that what you feel only matters when it is what other people want you to feel? Why is it when you are skating on thin ice people throw salt out? How can it be that all many people want for you is what they want not what you want? Why are we never smart enough to take care of our selves?      

                            A report on the book “ The Chosen”  This book is a particularly interesting book because it shows a Jewish community in the Untied States reaction to the Holocaust, and the great differences in the sects of the Jewish faith.                     The main characters in this  realistically biased fiction are Reuven Malters (from whose view point this book is written), Danny Saunders, Reb Saunders (Danny’s father), and David Malter (Reuven’s father).   This story is about the friendship of a Hasidic Jew (Danny), and a Orthodox Jew (Reuven) they meet in the first chapter at a softball game the two are competing in, on different teams,. During the game Danny while batting hits a ball right at the pitcher ,Reuven, who takes it in the face. Reuven is injured and taken to the hospital with a building hatred for Danny. In the hospital Reuven discovers during the ensuing visits with Danny that, Danny is a very deep person and his hatred wanes till there is a budding friendship taking place. Reuven meets Danny’s family and is intrigued with his fathers lack of communication with his son. As months progress and events take place that make Danny’s father discontinue the relationship that has begun between the two boys. Danny, who is expected to take over as reverend after is father passes the position to him, is deep in study of psychology, and not only does not want to take the position, but also does not want to make his father angry with him. Reuven’s fathers ailing heath complicates matters even further; but through it all Reuven discovers things about himself, and about others through the process of being with Danny’s father, and trips to the library with Danny and becomes a better person and a more faithful Jew.                                 My thoughts of this book are top of the line. The focus of the Mr. Potok on the things that are important while being able to highlight the little details are existential. The insight of the writer in the issues of the time of the setting of the book are far above par. Although the book is long; it is consuming and hard to put down as it is structured to leave you begging to turn the next page. Like all great books “The Chosen” had to come to an electrifying end as must the report so if you really want to know more choose “The Chosen” by Chaim Potok and be amazed.                

Good communication is as stimulating as black coffee and just as hard to sleep after.

What is time to love what is love to time how can one touch the other and have sway time can never chance love but love could change time Jesus changed time with love Noah changed time with love will you change time with love will you give sway to the ages with your love who will love that time cannot change and whose love will time not change?

More often than not, a hero’s most epic battle is the one you never see; it’s the battle that goes on within him or herself.   I have never been especially impressed by the heroics of people who are convinced they are about to change the world. I am more awed by those who struggle to make one small difference after another.                              We think having faith means being convinced God exists in the same way we are convinced a chair exists. People who cannot be completely convinced of God’s existence think faith is impossible for them. Not so. People who doubt can have great faith because faith is something you do, not something you think. In fact, the greater your doubt the more heroic your faith.  That best portion of a good man’s life,
His little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.  We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh. To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven. Give all to love; obey thy heart.  Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.  Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age.  For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation. 

Do you ever feel like the gazelle on ice age three after out running deago  like you have to tip toe Jesus has got me tip toeing right on the devil like a cork in a bottle i just keep stompin him in the ground

Theirs a new wind blowin like I have never known I’m breathing deeper than I’ve ever done and it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do ummhumm  my heart is ready for moving on there was hurt there was pain but I gave it to God an it is there to stay so ready just wanna be movin on I found my home I am here to stay I cant leave don’t want to ever be away these are my people this is where I come from the devil lost he cant touch this no more no more but I got a score I want to settle with him he is gonna wish he hadn’t messed with me cause from now on he is gonna see me walk him down I will bruise his head I will trod that serpent till he is dead and praise the Lord I am gonna do it right now NOW SOME BODY WANNA LEARN TO TAP DANCE WITH ME!? COME ON!!! I GOT MY STUFF BACK!!!! I GOT MY STUFF BACK!!!! LETS GO GET YOURS!!!!! LETS GET YOUR DOWN DEVIL DANCING SHOES YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW AND THAT IS WHY I PRAISE HIM YEA!!!!!!!!!!         

All life’s storms come crashing down on what I thought was solid ground                    waves they crash the earth it breaks and rooted here I no longer stay                      struggling through stormy blasts I’m battered by hurts of past                                life had naught only be drowning in misery                                                           there I cry to God above here me Lord your lost son                                             gather me in feathered wings to the rock me safely bring                                       then I see the arms of God reaching down from Heaven above                                they set me free with his blood God is here He is love                                            now forever will I stay upward bound with him each day                                            Travis Persons 2 04,2011

Who is man that God should take notice of him yet he bore our sins for us and was crucified for us in that dieing we may live and rising again we may be forgiven our sins